I'm still wide awake while I hear the sound of the living inhale and exhale oxygen.

But the night is still young for some of us .

I've been thinking alot lately, not a suprise. Arent we as human beings too selfish sometimes?

We tend to get so selfish that we do not realise that what we have always been searching for is right there infront of our faces, waiting to be explored and give you eternal happiness if that's what your searching for.

It can be anything , anything you could dream of.

Still looking infront of you and searching?

It's you.

Any single damn thing you have ever wanted is you, inside you.

You can do wonders and you were always being too selfish with yourself to realise that.

I can't? stop the drama and your distant dreaming.

You can do wonders and you know it.

It's just up to your damn self.

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Okkayy so I know I'm like damnnnn late, but my sister finally turned 23!-Grandmaaa (kidding)

So so we just went out to eat dinner at BBQ chicken hehehe. They were playing dream concert on a big tv screen at BBQ chicken! Whoo, great food and great music.

So this pass few days of the holiday has been alright I guess. Not the best holiday I had, I've got better ones actually. Everything feels so fast.. and call me crazy but eventhough we still got about a month left for this holiday, I feel like its too short you know? Don't you feeel it!? I do. Maybe its because I have to be back in school almost every week. But I'm alright with CCA I guess, cause the weird thing about me is that I like being busy most of the times. It keeps me occupied and I don't need to waste alot of time sulking around the house or having random mood swings when I'm bored. This holidays may be short to me but I think I will try to make the best out of it before hell creeps back into us in January...

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What type of drug are you that I can't cut you off?

Secretly, I miss you all the time and end up looking for you

I know your a bad person but again I want to hold you.

Just by noticing it I feel tomorrow's pain will come.

But I cant turn back , I can't make a decision

What's wrong with me , Why am I thinking about you?

How many times do I have to do this till my head snaps out of it?

Someone tie me up, do it please.

Cause here I go again.

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Greetings folks!

It's a sunday today...raining outside. I have an urge to take a nap now, but I can't since I just had my late lunch. Anyway Chloe party was on Thursday! It was a blast, I had fun eventhough a few people turn up. I enjoyed the game of zombie which was hilarious! Watching polo boys and going "oooo aaaaa", laughing at the golden monkeys by the pool, and checking out people at the pool! The chalet location Chloe got was great, right infront of the swimming pool! The day before the party, Chloe,Charlotte,Celeste & me went for karoake! I swear you guys should go gather a group of friends and go karoake! It's so much fun, we karoake all sorts of song and we only ended up singing about 3 complete songs I think. The rest was halfway halfway , dont ask why! But of course our first song to karoake was 'SORRY SORRY'.  I'm smiling to myself now while thinking about it HHAHAHA. Oh! I also got to sleepover at the chalet before the party. Only me and chloe though cause Charlotte and Celeste could not sleepover. Sleeping over in a chalet alone with Chloe is damn funnnyyy. She gets this weird cram all of a sudden and her legs looks inhuman and she likes to scare herself! When I woke up in the morning she was right infront of the television watching channel news asia saying "dinah! dinah! The apec thing is happening right now!" Chloeee..chloeee. Over-all I had a blast with you guys! Lets do it again somedayyyy. Arrright I best be going off now!

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What time is it now?

Struggles make my heart beat,

cause I know they make me stronger.

That's why I will never give up,

That's why I'm not afraid to fail.

Today I face another obsticle and so my heart starts beating

AGAIN.

What is your heart beating for?

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FIERCE.

I guess Little J. is stepping it up for this season of GG.

Greetings folks. Alright, so I miss watching Gossip Girl and I shall catch up on all the recent episodes that I have missed during this holiday of mine. I'm really really bored right now. Waiting for the episodes to load, I decided to read all my older post hahahaha! I noticed that I have became more boring compared to all my older post. I had more vidoes and interesting pictures in my older post, now I'm just too lazy to really blog and make that interesting post! I could even blog about 3 times a day last year. I guess I kind of have a life now LOL. Ok busted busted. As you can see I have grown more lazy to blog, so this post end here.

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I WILL NEVER EVER GET SICK OF THIS.



"Soap soap bring me some soap!I will use anything to clean,I will clean my armpit hair, I will use the soap to clean my underwear~I will clean everything, I will clean my own body"
Jokwoon face at 2.12 is hilaaaa-rious.
You guys don't even think of getting out of this blog without watching this video.
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